bored...lonely...empty...dying!
theres notg more i cn tell abt diz sux hldy...
spent most of d time on my bed, getting fatter, getting lazier.
until diz post written, i stil didnt get my exam result yet. this is actly 1 thing that make me feel so sux!
4 d very 1st time i fl realy wory abt my exam result.damn!
even 4 SPM, STPM...i didnt even fl nervous at all
i juz dont want 2 extend my study in uitm.,
i cant afford to spend another 6 month with book n assgmt....
help me GOD!
plz plz plz...show me my result now. i don know y uitm's server so sux. i cant even open d homepage...maybe they use d 'cap ayam' server.
diz hldy also teach me how 2 live alone. im a bit hapier now...
at liz no need 4 me 2 save face. i can do watever i want...nobody can stop me...
i guess after diz i'll continue living only with few fwens, as long as they know how 2 appreciate me, i wont ask notg more. people may assume dat i befren with others jz bcoz of money. swiusly its not true. i guess i also spent most of my money 2 my fwen...treat them meals, karaoke, movie...i dont know. i dont know hw to shut their big mouth. if only theres no jealousy at all in diz world...
mmm....i hope i can do my practical traing in rtm. actly i wn 2 proceed with my dream, to be a soccer commentator. i jz feel like, its realistic 4 2 make it in rtm. huhu even my dream is not so bombastic, bt i dont care. i wn 2 spent another decades in my life doing what i like 2 do... but until now i didnt get the confirmation letter from the RTM management yet. sad!huhu
ok, gtg...wish everybody a great day.,n best wishes 4 me 2!huhu
Wednesday, December 17, 2008
what a sux holiday....
Posted by AuR at 9:17 PM
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aur!
eheemmm..siannye..penuh dgn ksdhn...i knw u're a nice person but hey,mybe its time 4 u to be strong..u knw wht i mean..aku mgkn blm ckup mtg nk bg ko advise tp what i can say is,just go with the flow..as we moved on,we'll learn how to appreciate life better.like u,i've been thru joy and pain selama ni,we're juz human being..tp most of the time,pain teach us evrthng.i knw u kinda sad with the results but pls take a look on a positive side.Cik Faizah,lect intercultural com used to tel me,if we failed,it is much more better drpd lulus tp dpt C.gunakan peluang tu utk muhasabah diri,brdoa byk2,brsyukur pd Tuhan kite diberi peluang bljr kat universiti compared to others yg tak pnh bljr kat U and jdkan diri kite lbh baik dr hari ni..thats what she told me la..mmgla sakit kena extend,lmbt grad and all tp bukan ko sorang nasib cmtu,RAMAI k..i knw easy for me to say coz aku tkde fail tp trust me,i undrstand what u goin thru..now if u take my advise then i think it would help u terima knyataan hidup ni tak la semua harus jadi indah je.just let it flow as the way it should be,mane yg kite blh ubah jd lbh baik,kite ubah..Tuhan sntiase tlg kite lau kite tak lupe die..rileks k..
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