Failed!!!!

arghhh..
what a sux result...
no wonder i felt so wory abt my exam result, its actly a bad sign 4 me.
iv failed 1 of my paper, financial PR. dying!
bad bad bad....

actly, im woried abt marketing paper. but i passed it. so unexpected when i knew dat fpr paper spoiled my result. i go crazy....i cant proceed with my practcl training. omg, what shud i do in another 6 months. i nd 2 extend anothr sem jz bcoz of 1 paper...arghhh!

luckily when i called pn wan, she gv me 1 good news. i stil can sit 4 a suplimentry exam. omg, diz is my only hope left..doesnt matter wen i nd 2 pay rm100 4 it.i nd 2 use it wit my very best. hope notg wil goin 2 b wrong agn after diz. i realy cant afford to lose again...bt nw i dont wan b sad anymo. i must go strong. tenx 4 una, setia, n others who keep on givg me moral support..

believ it or not, in d last 2 days, i jz sent less than 15 msg 2 my fwens. its a new record 4 me. im used to finish almost rm10 in a day...nvr mind, i jz wn to b strong now.

like usual, evrtm i get mad, im used to remember abt the butterfly lesson. i'm in the stage of getting mature now. this will be a good lesson 4 me..in d future, i'l not taking somtg too easily anymo..i nd 2 b more srious now..evendo we r alrdy so close wit d end of d road, it doesnt means dat we wont fall..there r so many posibilities waitg us.

mm, i jz wan 2 leave u with a phrase..." life is like a piano, WHITE keys r hepy moments BLACK keys r sad moments. but both need to played together to get SWEET MUSIC!"

what a sux holiday....

bored...lonely...empty...dying!
theres notg more i cn tell abt diz sux hldy...
spent most of d time on my bed, getting fatter, getting lazier.
until diz post written, i stil didnt get my exam result yet. this is actly 1 thing that make me feel so sux!
4 d very 1st time i fl realy wory abt my exam result.damn!
even 4 SPM, STPM...i didnt even fl nervous at all
i juz dont want 2 extend my study in uitm.,
i cant afford to spend another 6 month with book n assgmt....
help me GOD!
plz plz plz...show me my result now. i don know y uitm's server so sux. i cant even open d homepage...maybe they use d 'cap ayam' server.

diz hldy also teach me how 2 live alone. im a bit hapier now...
at liz no need 4 me 2 save face. i can do watever i want...nobody can stop me...
i guess after diz i'll continue living only with few fwens, as long as they know how 2 appreciate me, i wont ask notg more. people may assume dat i befren with others jz bcoz of money. swiusly its not true. i guess i also spent most of my money 2 my fwen...treat them meals, karaoke, movie...i dont know. i dont know hw to shut their big mouth. if only theres no jealousy at all in diz world...

mmm....i hope i can do my practical traing in rtm. actly i wn 2 proceed with my dream, to be a soccer commentator. i jz feel like, its realistic 4 2 make it in rtm. huhu even my dream is not so bombastic, bt i dont care. i wn 2 spent another decades in my life doing what i like 2 do... but until now i didnt get the confirmation letter from the RTM management yet. sad!huhu

ok, gtg...wish everybody a great day.,n best wishes 4 me 2!huhu